Thursday, August 6, 2015

A Coward Act

Shankar stared at the man standing before him. He wore Shankar's favorite blue colored shirt. Man's right hand soaked in blood. “You monster, what have you done? it’s you who should die. I will kill you.” Shankar fumed. It will solve all my problems, putting an end to my miseries, Shankar thought. Shankar felt his muscles tighten.

He knew it won’t be easy though, to kill the person you have known forever. The one you have grown up with, played little games, shared all joys and sorrows and whom you loved the most – ‘Shadow of self’. Shankar felt selfish at the thought.

But the man in front wasn’t the same he knew; he was an irresponsible, foul mouthed, drunk gambler. And now a murderer. Murderer of his own wife."What was her fault? She loved you truly.All she ever wanted was you to love her & the life growing inside her. And you.... You answered by slitting her throat. You impotent rascal”, cried shankar & punched him in the face.

The man's face cracked. The glass of dressing mirror Shankar stared at, shattered, reflecting his broken image. Dejected, Shankar took the knife lying beside his wife's dead body. Clutching it in his two hands, he stabbed his own gut multiple times. Lying in his blood pool shankar imagined the headlines, “Man kills wife, commits suicide." A suicide is perfect end to an imperfect life, Shankar thought. A Coward Act to end A Coward Life.

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

लम्हा


ये लम्हा बस् यही थम जाये
तू साथ है, मेरे पास है
और क्या चाहिए?
बस् ये लम्हा यही थम जाये...

हाथों मे हाथ है
सांसो मे तुम्हारे बदन कि खुशबू
जुल्फो का घना अंधेरा है
लबो पे तुम्हारे मेरा नाम सजा है
और क्या चाहिए?
बस् ये लम्हा यही थम जाये...

ये तुम्हारा झुठमुठ का रुठना,
मेरे मनाने पर झट से मेरे गले लग जाना
अपने नखरो से मुझे चिढाना
शरारतो से अपनी मेरी नियत आझमाना
और क्या चाहिए?
बस् ये लम्हा यही थम जाये...

आंखे बंद करलू तो रंगीन सपनो कि दुनिया है
एक छोटासा घरोंदा और सामने फुलों कि बाग है
दरवाजे पे मेरा इंतेझार करती तुम हो
गजरा हाथ लिये तुम्हारी ओर भागता मै हू
और क्या चाहिए?
बस् ये लम्हा यही थम जाये...

हो अगर मेरे झिंदगी का ये आखरी पल,
मेरे पलके बंद हो तेरा चेहरा समाये,
खुदा के बदले नाम तेरा हो झुबां पे
कफन नही तेरा दुपट्टा मुझे ओढे
कबर पर मेरी आके आंसू मत बहाना
दिवानगी कि आब्रू रख बस् मुस्कुरा देना
और क्या चाहिए?
बस् वो लम्हा यही थम जाये...

Thursday, December 27, 2012

“ असं का ? ”


मी म्हटलं “माझं तुझ्यावर प्रेम आहे”
तर ती म्हणाली “असं का?
हा काय प्रश्न झाला ?
मूडचा सगळा सत्यानास झाला
आता हे सगळं असंच होतं
तापवताना दूध सारखं फाटतचं जातं….

कासावीस जीवाला तृप्त होण्यास तिचा आवाज ऐकायचा असतो
तिचा  फोन मात्र सदैव out of range असतो...
रात्री मी किशोरचं romantic  गाणं गुणगुणतो फोनवर ...
ती जांभई देत म्हणते, “थकले आज, निजते बेडवर” ...
मी लिहिलेल्या गझलांचे msgs लगेच  delete होतात
आणि तिचे “Hmmm….lol… smileys….” पण Memory overload करतात

देवा हे असं का होतं ?
इकडे अश्रुंचे महापूर आणि तिकडे भावनांचा दुष्काळ का असतो ?
नास्तिक जरी असलो तरी तुझ्याकडे रोज तिची याचना करतो ...
पण कितीही “१६ सोमवार” केलेत तरी आमच्यासाठी शंकर “कैलासवासीच” ठरतो...

हि ओढ, हे प्रेम तिला कधी कळणार?
ह्या श्रावणीतरी मन मोराचा पिसारा का फुलणार?
Heart तिलाही असतं Heart मलाही असतं
Spelling  same असलं तरी प्रेम का same नसतं??

झालं ना गडे! किती हा अबोला,किती हा रुसवा?
एव्हढं ताणू नकोस, कधी माझीही समजूत घाल ना!
सांग कधी, “राजा, आठवणीच्या हिंदोळ्यावर तूच झोके घेत असतो,
गुलाबी स्वप्नात आपल्या प्रेमाचे उबदार घरटे बांधत असतो”

“हीर-रांझा, लैला-मजनूच्या जोडीला जरी नाव आपले नसेना,
पण प्रीतीच्या ह्या वेड्या झाडाला, समजुतीचे खत घालू या.”
राणी, गाठ जरी वर ठरली असेल तरी ती बांधायची इथे आहे,
पुष्कळ चाललो एकटे आता जोडीने मार्गक्रमण करायचे आहे!!!


Sunday, September 16, 2012

GANAPATI BAPPA MORAYA...!! Welcoming the "Rational" GOD :-)

त्वं वाङ्मयस्त्वं चिन्मय:||
त्वमानंदामयस्त्वं ब्रह्ममय:||
त्वं सच्चिदानंदाद्वितीयो Sसि||
त्वं प्रत्यक्षम् ब्रह्मासि||
त्वं ज्ञानमयो विज्ञानमयोSसि||
(You are the constituent of speech. You are Joy & Immortal Consciousness. You are Truth, Mind & Bliss, incomparable. You are none other than divinity. You are knowledge of all types.)

Well, “HE” is back! “HE” who? Ganapati  Bappa J! The God of Wisdom, intellect, arts & sciences. One of my favourite gods (the other being  ShriKrishna J). One reason, of course, is the joy, Cheerfulness, enthusiasm & vibrancy he brings with him.  But personally, what I like most is that, he is the one mainstream Indian deity who encourages (or say ,is depicted like that) thinking, innovation, rational behavior & questioning. The aspects which we very much lack these days L!

Our forefathers were truly great people who understood the powers of human mind & its humongous ability to imagine, visualize & think. To appreciate this, as it was customary in those days, they “created” a GOD. (It was like, if something leaves u awestruck or is an some unexplainable phenomenon, u make a GOD of it… ex: fire {Agni dev}, Sun {Surya dev}, Air/wind {Pavan dev} and I don’t know why but SEX too {Kaam dev} J ) Had it been in these days, we would have had websites, FB fan pages, blogs, twitter handles dedicated to it. But the thought was clear, that man should use his brains. He should think rationally about everything.  But somehow this purpose got lost as the years went by. I feel, the intention of starting any ceremony/ritual by invoking Ganesha is that we should perform the said action with full knowledge of its purpose, meaning, its result i.e. only when our WHYs/WHATs/HOWs/WHEREs have been answered.

Similarly, he is also god of arts & sciences. Isn’t it ironical that he is god of science, the branch of knowledge, which is constantly working to deny its very existence! The message is simple: Don’t carry any notion, don’t form any opinion, don’t judge anything until you know everything , explored all possibilities about the subject. In the same breath it can be said that you should give a thought to other person’s view because he has perceived the same thing from a completely different position which you haven’t yet. Respect the other view.( You might be wrong!) That implies… “show tolerance” (TOLERENCE!ah! the word long forgotten L). Listen carefully, try to understand & then argue.

Ganapati, as the name suggests, means the leader of group. When you see different organizations, countries, unions, groups, you would notice that there is one specific symbol around which the members of fraternity would assemble their thoughts. It’s the supreme identity/pride of that group. The symbol can be a slogan, a flag, an anthem or a logo. When you don’t want a “single human-centric” system, you go for some non-living symbolic representation to be the central figure.(kind of  socialist & democratic system as opposed to dictatorial & autocratic system) Reason being the establishment might fail post departure of that person (& invariably it does). Also, the human errors he commits might cost the organization dearly. In ancient times, when masses gathered, rather than choosing a person, they opted for GOD & carried out the proceedings in his name.

 We all know that the Ganesh festival cannot take place without number of people coming together & working together.  A mandal has people from different background working as a team towards a single goal. A great example of team spirit. An example of social equalizer (a lesson for managers on how to handle human resource J) No wonder Lokmanya Tilak, a genius, chose Ganesh festival as a tool to bridge the gap between different strata  of society, spreading the message of swaraj & providing a wonderful dais to address social causes . Truly a GOD of masses. (I know it may seem irrelevant but I think even Karl Marx would have agreed upon such ‘class-erasing’ gathering)Budding leaders often start from such mandals. (though till now we have seen only political leaders, there are many lessons for CEOs too. J)

So the concept of Ganesha teaches so many things. Unfortunately, we pay attention to dumb rituals and glamour. I hope this year when HE arrives, we start thinking rationally, be more tolerant & question everything till we are convinced. A true devotee knows his god’s real message. Till then, GANAPATI BAPPA MORAYA! J

Dedicated to Amit Ganojekar, Aniket Gaikwad, Ashish Bankar, Sayali Shrikhande & Vishal Thakre: The friends with whom i had/have such type of bizarre discussions...mostly TP though... :-p

Sunday, August 5, 2012

FRIENDS....


Padh padh ilm kitaban da tu naam rakh liya qaazi...
(Learning through the rote of books you call yourself a scholar)

Hath vich pakad ke talvaraan tu naam rakh liya ghaazi...
(Holding the sword in your hand you call yourself a warrior)

Makke Madiney ghoom aaya tu naam rakh liya haaji...
(Having visited Mecca and Madina you call yourself a pilgrim)

Bullah tu ki haasil kitta je yaar na rakhaya raazi!
(Bullah, what have u accomplished if u haven’t remained true to your FRIEND!)


Yup! What’s the USE of all your special achievements if you don’t have anyone to share? Friends make your life worthy of living (mark these words). Friendship is the “stepping stone” for every other relationship. Father of a teenage boy is asked to befriend his son to strengthen their bonding. A newly wedded couple starts their journey by “getting to know each other”. That’s nothing but becoming friends (or should I say “Friends with benefits” :-p). That’s because of the openness it brings (sometimes irritation also J). There are no formalities, no pressure, no “protocols”. You are free to express yourself and sure that you will be listened carefully. It’s more sort of an ideal scenario we want our democracy to be in. Wait a min! So does that imply that Friendship is the only relationship which is Democratic? Hmmm….

What does friendship mean to me??? Well, have you watched “FRIENDS”? The American Sitcom? (I am a great fan of the series). Well, the series ends when 2 characters (the married couple amongst them: Chandler & Monica) are moving out to a different place (reason not important enough). Now the group can’t spend as much of the time with each other as they used to. So there won’t be enough events/drama/comic situations to make episodes. So does that happen in real life too? Like, growing apart physically makes you move away psychologically. Out of the sight, out of the mind. So this “Long distance relationship” doesn’t work in friendship too L?

Well, hold your breath, it’s wrong. If you were close to your friends, it does not affect (thoda bahut chalta hai but you are not completely cut off….n if you are cut off then…ahem ahem…samjhdaar ko ishaara kaafi hai J). And I am the most happiest to be proven wrong (being the one who is Poles apart, literally L, from my buddies).I have realized the worth of my best buddies in my life. That they are my LIFELINE. Love them all (especially the “Special” ones J). Cherish each and everyone of them.

I have been luckiest to come across some “gems” in my life. Each contributing to my “memory disk". But some have made lasting impacts. (Of course, how much these impacts last will be known in years to come. But nonetheless they have influenced my life. Mostly in positive way :-p). Each friend having his/her peculiar characteristics. People with different personality, backgrounds, views, mindset giving so many life-enriching experiences. Amazing!!! (1 of my friends once said the same thing and we laughed at him like hell J and I know they will do the same to me too...Kaminey)

On this friendship day, I promise to you my dearest friends that I will be always there for like you have been for me. Today, tomorrow and forever. Friends till death do us apart. Lifelong bond. “I do”. Do you??
Happy Friendship Day!!!

And as a true melodramatic person and a Hindi cinema fan, here is the national anthem of friendship...




:- Dedicated to my best buddies!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

The dark knight rises...


Black clouds loom large,
Gods of fate armed for war.

Forces all forming a team,
Roaring, glaring, the troops march on.

Uniting their powers, gathering their might,
Ready to battle a common man’s will.

Gazing the storm that blow,
I stand as a rock refusing to bow.

Sharp claws strip the soul,
Choked, poked to break the courage I hold.

Bleeding, wounded yet cuddling each scar I get,
Undeterred spirits stand by the beliefs I set.

I won’t give up, I won’t quit,
My brave soul is ready to fight.

Captaining the ship in this red blood sea,
 I challenge you with the sword that shines.

“Behold… Behold!!!”as I say, the world stands still,
To conquer the unconquered with my mighty will.

From the dark a bright ray when passes,
Lighting the scene not even a shadow that chases,
Reborn a man, fearless and strong,
Awestruck people call, "The dark knight rises".




:- My tribute to Christopher Nolan's "BATMAN' trilogy.....
n Dedicated to my sister :-)

Sunday, June 24, 2012

हाल-ए-जिंदगी... :-(

ये माहोल अब कुछ अनजाना सा लगता है,
कारवा तेरे बिन अब सुना सा लगता है...


पत्तो कि सरसराहट मे कदमो कि आहट मेहसूस करता हू ,
जब कभी आंख लगे, तुम्हारे ख्वाबो से बेचैन होता  हू...


छज्जो कि मुलाकातो मे जो लबो से शबाब पिया था,
तो अब जुदाई का जहर हलक से उतरता नही...


यादो कि किताब के हर पन्ने पे तुम्हारा नाम लिखा है,
उसे कलमा समझकर रोजाना सजदा करता हू मै...


हर सांस मे तुम्हे याद करते है, तो हिचकियो से बेजार होगे तुम 
कम्बख्त! हमे हिचकी नही आती इस बात से बेकरार है हम...


कुबूल है.....
मारे जाने के हि काबिल थे हम, तुम्हारे गुन्हेगार जो बन बैठे
पर मारने का तरीका जो अपनाया तुमने, गम उस बात का ज्यादा है...


यू बीच सफर मे अकेला छोडना था तो साथ आये हि क्यो?
दिल तोडना था,तो उसे खुशियो से गुदगुदाया हि क्यो?...


तुम साथ नही, तो बहोत अकेला हो गया हू मै,
बिन राधा, भक्तो कि भीड मे फसा शाम हू मै...


और क्या बताये हाल-ए-जिंदगी? बस यही कि....

ये माहोल अब कुछ अनजाना सा लगता है,
कारवा तेरे बिन अब सुना सा लगता है.....




N.B.:- Dedicated to Zishan Syed & Shriharsh Khedkar.... My mentors in these sorts of matters :-p